And he had- remembered. Two months later and he hadn’t forgotten; 7-6-17. Forever the patient one and I the worrier as he sat waiting for me at the beach. He carried his box of memories in a backpack, right down to the edge of the sand dune, just as I carried mine; in preparation for their burial. Their burden too much for us to walk very far.
“Right here,” I had told him, holding out my phone so he could read the the numbers, moonlight bouncing off the screen and into his eyes. How familiar. 25.7907° N, 80.1300° W they read. “They’re lucky numbers, I promise.”
“Alright,” he grinned, “if you say so.”
“Don’t mock,” I said, “just you wait and see. They’re lucky.”
“Hey, if it means I don’t have to walk anymore, they seem perfect to me.” I laughed, before the distant sound of a siren cut me off.
“Shit,” I whispered, “you think the cops are coming for us?”
“Nah,” he said, “but if they are we’ll just say we didn’t see the ‘no trespassing sign’. I’m sure people miss it all the time.”
“I’m being serious,” I said. “You think they’re really coming for us?”
“No Liza, calm down. We aren’t even close to the water and it’s not like we’re doing anything illegal”- he paused- “well besides the whole trespassing thing, but we’re just digging.”
“Oh yea, and I’m sure when people say, ‘sorry officer I was just swimming at 2am’ they love that answer too- harmless right?” I bit my tongue, but couldn’t help from asking again.
“So they’re not coming for us?” He laughed.
“No, I don’t think so.”
“Alright,” I said, “I’m trusting you.” He looked up from the phone screen and at me.
“Good,” he said. I grinned.
“So right here then?” he asked, pointing to the large mound of sand in front of us.
“Yup.” I handed him a shovel. It took us about an hour to dig our holes, probably because he kept throwing sand back in mine, but I didn’t mind. The crashing waves were a sound that couldn’t be replicated. The delicate rhythm they provided as we dug further and further into the ground was surreal- inviting of the future and all the challenges yet to come. The waves were resilient. Crashing and receding, crashing and receding- not caring that with each crash they would fall back, consumed by the rest of the water only to hurl itself forward once more. A cycle that never ended. But was it so bad if you didn’t mind, I wondered, to get stuck in the same routine if you enjoyed it?
“How does it look?” he asked me. I stopped digging, realizing I hadn’t really been paying attention for a while now.
“Good, really good. I think my box should fit. What about yours?”
“Yea,” he said, “yea I think so.” He pulled out a brown packing box from his backpack and placed it in the ground; ‘Property of Dylan Baldwin. To be opened in the presence of Liza Core.’ it read. I took off my backpack and unzipped the pocket, pulling out my box. It was heavy. I put my backpack back on and noticed how much lighter it felt now- without all those memories weighing it down. I put my box on the ground too, in the hole I had just dug next to his. ‘Property of Liza Core. To be opened in the presence of Dylan Baldwin (remember to kick his ass if he opens it before you)’ my box read. He read the label too.
“Nice.” He smirked.
“What?” I grinned. “I wanted to cover all my bases.”
“Oh sure,” he said. We were silent for a moment then.
“So this is it,” I said. “We cover them up now?”
“This is it,” he replied, “time to cover them up.”
“Wait, I just thought of this. Should we date them? Like with today’s date, so that we can remember.”
“Oh true, that’s a good idea.”
“Here.” I pulled out a marker from my back pocket and handed it to him. He leaned down and wrote 7-6-21 in big, bold letters on the bottom of the box, then handed back the marker and I did the same.
“There,” I said, “now we will remember.”
“Now we will remember.”
“And you have the coordinates, right?”
“Yup.” He pulled out a piece of paper from his pocket and showed me the numbers. “I wrote them down right here.”
“Alright,” I said, “here goes nothing.” I picked up my shovel and tossed some sand back on top of his box. “Time to cover them up.”
And just like that our memories were buried, hidden with each bucket-full of dirt we threw over them; hidden but not forgotten. Even the waves seemed quieter now, like they too were mourning our loss of remembrance, or at least acknowledging a change in us both. No longer would I have the musty, one eyed stuffed dog that put me to sleep on countless restless nights- I was not an adult who had a stuffed animal. No more would I be able to write in the journal I was gifted at age 12, its cover nothing more than a bound piece of cardboard, each page hanging loosely by a string, just waiting for the right moment to fall loose, but still- you are a good writer, my teacher had said, maybe you’ll consider continuing to write. Maybe it was time for a new journal. The thought made me uneasy- too much blank space to fill, so much emptiness. So much emptiness to cover, so many blank pages to fill- so the journal went in my box. It’s words left to be read another day.
“We’ll be back,” he said once the boxes were covered.
“I know,” I said as I looked up at him, before realizing he wasn’t talking to me. But he didn’t seem to notice as he stared down at the pile of sand, tears streaming down his face. He wiped them away with one quick jerk of a hand and grabbed mine with the other.
“Tattoos?”
“Tattoos.”
25.7907° N, 80.1300° W they read.